The Last Day
The passage of time is inevitable, but the phenomenon of the perceived acceleration of time is usually met with a portion of sadness. After falling into a groove here in Belize, time took flight, as to be expected. Daily patterns emerged, we synchronized as a group, and became a (for the most part) well oiled machine.
It is now nighttime, on the eve of our departure, and the sounds of the animals and insects in the jungle brush now sing a bittersweet song. Bitter because we’ve thoroughly enjoyed our stay here, both on a physical level and a spiritual level. Belize is a beautiful country; It’s impossible to deny the attraction and draw to the tropical landscape, lifestyle and weather. But Belize is also a broken nation. Poverty and laziness abound, and the “average” Belizian man spends most of his time avoiding work and responsibility. The Asians and Mennonites/Amish run just about every significant business in this area, and the women of Belize take care of the rest.
There are exceptions of course, and we were fortunate enough to meet many of them. Allison and Andrew are two shining examples of Godly men making a real difference in this region.
This entire trip has been a powerful bonding experience with the group, and with the people here. So many of the children immediately stole our hearts and we spent the entire week trying to hunt them down and steal them back. Irma (pronounced “Ear-Ma”) and Elbia (“El-Bee-A”) are two of Ron and Linda’s adoptive daughters, and they spent all their free time with us drawing pictures, remembering our names perfectly, and pronouncing our names with an adorable accent. Frankly, they’re show-stealers.
We more-or-less finished the house today by buying some furniture (custom Mahogany bunk beds no less), food, household items, and other miscellaneous niceties that Nidia will certainly enjoy. We installed a shower, toilet and sink — an Oasis first, build a stone lined walkway from the road, and built a number of useful items (shelves, counter tops, doorstops, etc) from the left over building materials.
As of this very morning, Nidia and her children had to walk nearly a half a mile for water to be used for anything: bathing, drinking, cooking, dish washing, and the like. They bathed in the river and by the time they made it back to their hovel, the children were heartbreakingly filthy again. The conditions they lived in, day in day out, were too much for some of us to handle emotionally. In a game of “Would You Rather”, the other option, no matter how awful, always would seem more palatable.
We packed up Nidia and her family’s possessions, and we had the honor of rejecting many items. “You don’t need to bring that,” or “You can leave that behind, just trust us” warmed our hearts. Mattresses so beaten they looked like a bag of rags, bed frames made of scrap wood, and a broken broom with a PVC pipe taped up as a handle were only a few.
Nidia was clearly overwhelmed with the entire “dedication”, and could only manage to smile and thank everyone, including God, many times. In no time, the children were running around with their kitten and baby chickens (we assume the latter will be a meal in the near future), kicking soccer balls, and climbing on their new bunk beds. They’re going to shower tonight, in their own home, inside their own 4 walls. They’re going to sleep under a roof that won’t leak, with windows that aren’t gaping holes, on beds not on a dirt floor, but on a new colorful floor 10 feet off the ground. They can spent time on their new porch, in the shade, go the bathroom inside their home instead of in a tin shed up the hill. The differences are night and day, and even though their new conditions hardly compare to a typical, middle American home, it is now their own paradise, and they’re living the dream, the answer to prayer.
We’ve all been humbled and broken by the experience, encouraged and inspired by the people, and motivated and dedicated to making a change to our own lives in our own various ways, in our own communities and beyond.
Thank you for keeping up with us on this trip, it’s been an amazing journey. Tomorrow is a full travel day, so ideally there will be nothing to report but hours and hours of sitting in small chairs, looking out small windows, excited to see our loved ones in powerful ways, all while leaving a piece of ourselves in Belize.